听着他的话,句句让宁志郁闷不已,忍耐到极限的他猛地摁住他的脖颈,原本漂亮的眼睛恶狠狠地盯着水远,“我从来都是玩别人,没想到今天竟然被你玩到了,你行,水远,既然今天就要分开,那么就陪我玩最后一次怎么样?”宁志渐渐松开手,水远刚才害怕的模样莫名让他既兴奋又心痛。
“好,算我欠你的,今天过后,我们就谁也不欠谁。”
心再次被摔在地上,痛的想笑,“还是和平常一样,很痛快,既然你答应了,那么今天你要完全听我的。”
“要去哪儿做?”
宁志冷笑,“就在这儿!”
水远不可置信地望着和平时截然相反的宁志,“不行!这里会有人经过,被人发现了怎么办。”
“我刚才说过吧,今天你要完全听我的,如果今天你不照做,我以后可就不会像以前一样,温柔地对待你,而且还会让你在这个学校待不下去!”
“你疯了!”水远愤怒地推开宁志,却被他抓住手臂,摔在了地上。紧接着就是一脚,踢中了水远的腹部。
水远还是坚持站起,想要反击,却被宁志再次撂倒在地,“你别想用你那街上学得几招来对付我,没用!”水远被宁志拉扯着到最里面的地方,此时周围一片漆黑。
宁志不顾水远的反抗,将水远的衣服全部脱下,激烈地亲吻他,啃咬他,双手撩动着他的敏感部位,水远想要喊求救,却无法办到,内心的抗拒与身体的愉悦在撕扯,他第一次与宁志有这样痛苦兴奋激烈的*。
“宁志,住手,你这样下去,以后我们连朋友都做不到了。”
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宁志停顿了一下,但也只是一瞬,“都这样了,你还想停下来吗?”激情过后,水远裸着趴在地面上,如果此时有灯光,一定极其地性感。宁志顺着他的腿摸上他的脸,“我们以后还能做朋友吗?”
水远恢复了理智,眼睛紧闭,“不能。”
隔着黑暗,宁志看着手中的水远,苦笑,眼中尽是痛苦,可惜水远看不见,第一次掺入真心的爱情就这样结束,荒诞如梦,让人措手不及。
一段爱情游戏,谁动了真心,谁就成为了另一方的俘虏,最后的伤痛也承受得最多。
“你这样的玩具,我也腻了········”
自此以后,宁志消失在了水远的视野中,偶遇的时候,宁志怀中的,手中的,都是不同的人,不管男女,他对那些人温柔地笑,可是再也不属于他,面对这些,水远也只是视若无睹,有着极强自控力的宁志,第一次因为一个男人而混乱,要想尽办法把他忘记。
宁志没有参加高考,拿到了伦敦大学的OFFER,飞往了国外,与水远不在同一个陆地上,隔得远了时间久了,什么感情应该都会淡了直至消失································
水远则继续隐藏着自己努力地干着自己应该做的事,终于在给高中生活画上了完美的句号,考上了知名大学,可是也在同一年,他的母亲因为恶性脑瘤去世,从此独身一人,在病床前,水远不知流了多少泪,如果母亲从这个世界消失,自己努力活下去的理由又能有什么?母亲似乎早就料到水远是这么想,临终前,一句‘你要是我的儿子,就努力活下去,如果你活得不像个人,我在那边都会不得安生,等你来的时候,我也不想再见到你!’让水远被牢牢束缚住,束缚在安全的地带。